The beginning of my spiritual awakening
Posted by Andrea on October 2, 2010 at 10:28pm
First and foremost I should tell you that I have always felt
like I didn't "belong". As a small child I had "imaginary" friends. In my teens
I watched the sky and I was always interested in ET's and UFO's as well as
astrology and tarot and at 16 years old even met my twin flame (I'll share that
story later). I knew reincarnation was a truth and was interested in past lives.
I felt a very deep connection with God that I lost briefly in adulthood. I
believe those moments where I lost that connection are why some very difficult
situations arose and acted as a catalyst in showing me my life path as an
intuitive/visionary/lightworker, etc.
In 2002, my husband at the time was
seriously injured in a work-related accident. Because of this, in late 2007 we
came into quite a large sum of money. Money aside, I was miserable. My marriage
was failing, I felt I had no purpose and was completely and utterly clueless as
to who I really was. So I took great "pleasure" in material things. Cars, trips,
clothing, handbags and shoes...you name it, I bought it. And for every dollar
spent, my misery deepened.
Then one day in October 2009, I came across a forum on a popular tarot/astrology website. The woman who was posting comments/advice on different subjects really resonated with me. I "googled" her name, found her website and sent her an email. I had found a spiritual mentor and thus my journey had begun.
I had no clue what a "sacred purpose" reading was about, but it (and she) literally changed my life. In one short hour I began to awaken. It has taken several months of reading books, writing down my dreams, and learning to trust my intuition again. I put my faith in God and the good of the Universe once again and it has begun to slowly fall into place.
It has not been an easy journey and I know it's not complete. I have made so many mistakes! However, now I am more aware that those mistakes will continue to lead me to where I need to be regardless of how I get there. That is so comforting.
There is so much to share! So many questions I need answered! I have a really good feeling that you all have been where I am now at some point in this incarnation. So I will take this moment to say "thank you" to all of you for your kindness, love, patience and guidance.
And a BIG "thank you" to the Arcturians as well for their continued guidance and love.
With much love and light,
Andrea