into the eyes of shadow
Posted by ioana on September 26, 2010 at 12:46pm
As I stand here before you and look into the eyes of sorrow,
I know you
understand and comprehend my intentions.
For I am not here to judge you know
and never will be.
A very long time ago I was here just like you
And I
didn’t understand it just like you.
It is ok you shall now it very soon.
I
was here and I chose to return down to earth,
So I can tell you all
everything I now.
For there is nothing that I love more
Than to see a
human smiling in joy,
And dancing to the notes of love.
The person I
am I shall tell you now
For I am the narrator of this story and nothing
more.
I am no messenger and no angel.
I am just a soul like you
Who has
lived thousands of years
And seen thousands of deaths.
A soul who has
loved and lost
And learned to let go.
All I do now I tell you my story
in riddles
For those who have eyes shall see.
I shall not tell you what I
mean.
For that you must find out on your own.
I shall only allow you to
hear the music
That helps understand the deepest corners of the mind.
I
stand here to say what I did wrong and went through
So you never will have to
pay like I do.
For I shall never evolve and rise.
I shall be forever into
this realm of limbo.
Telling my story’s and painting u pictures of
doom.
Playing you a melody macabre of a death so long ago.
Before you
assent and see the next step of your existence
I want you to see me and hear
me,
Hear what I have to say and than forget me.
For the word is more
important than the writer
And the messenger has no identity,
So let me
disappear from where I came from
And try not to kill the messenger.
For
she only tells you what she sees
And writes down the words that she
hears.
This shall be the first and last time
That I allow you to see
me as I am.
For you must know who the narrator is
And why the word is
written.
You must understand the essence of creation
By understanding the
essence of art itself.
Creation is art is its purest form
As you are
honored to witness it.
Look into the eyes of shadow
And see the white
inside the black.
Feel the heartbeat within the music
And touch the
feelings of a poet.
There is nothing more important
Than the joy of
love for the creation.
For you and me and them and all of us are that
creation.
We are love embodied and incarnated.
We are the living prove of
art coming to life
By the soft touch of breath into an early morning
sky.
I will forever stay here inside this palace.
And forever shall
walk the path with you.
As I chose for this punishment myself
So that I
can repay my debt to him,
For choosing myself above the creation.
The
end of time I have seen inside my dreams
And my path to hell I have walked
many times.
I met death and I felt his wrath
I bowed before the master of
shadows
And kissed the feet of guardian of souls.
For he just as I has
chosen to give his soul for yours.
So I bowed before his honor and thanked
him for you.
I have spend 30 days and 30 nights inside the lowest depths and
voids.
I have had my body torn and my soul burned and raped.
My eyes were
ripped by the dormi birds so they can see again.
I have walked out of hell
and walked the stairs of life
To meet the birds of the apocalypse and see the
gate of the stars.
For my selflessness I was allowed to enter it one more
time
And see the palace of life with you.
I was allowed to call it my
home
For one price only.
Tell you all about the journey your soul is to
take.
So that you will be wiser and you know
The reason of meaning of life
and death.
For life is death and death is life.
There is no end only a
new beginning.
Don’t you hear the choir rising
Don’t you see the fat lady
singing.
Do you feel the heat of the trees dancing back and forth,
And
see your soul cry for taking the head of the innocent.
You agreed to let him
wash his hands
And you decided his faith.
You laughed at his cry’s now he
is laughing at you.
I shall tell you all that I know
So you never have
to repeat the mistakes that you made
In all those years that you
existed.
For there never was a time that you knew peace in all the
lands.
So before you rise to meet the path of your new journey as
one.
Forgive me for not having the faith in you that you will change.
For
a wolf changes his skin but never his nature.
So this is all that I shall say
as the I that you see now.
So I shall see you behind the red
velvet
And until than…………