Strange Experience Last Night - Feedback Needed Please
Posted by ParaNikki on October 22, 2010 at 9:04am in Your Experiences
Hey everyone! I apologize for not being around lately. Things have been
hectic to say the least but I had a strange experience the night before last and
would love anyone's feedback on this. I need to say first that I have only
begun to realize my status as a starseed over the past couple of years.
I'm new to all of this and still learning so please please be patient with
me. I'm really fragile still and have a really hard time opening up as
you've probably noticed by my lack of posts and such.
I'm completely open
minded. As far as I'm concerned this could have been a dream, but it felt SOOOO
real and I think I actually experienced something but I just don't know what. I
have been abducted in the past but it just wasn't like this.
Ok so here I
go. I was just lying down to go to sleep and as I started to doze off, I felt as
though I was experiencing sleep paralysis. For those of you who have experienced
this before you probably know your first reaction is to force yourself awake and
that's what I was trying to do. I was trying to force myself to yell or move or
anything and suddenly I felt myself fly up and realized I was standing up but
swaying and I couldn't feel the floor underneath me. I attempted to reach out to
my dresser to steady myself and realized that my hand went right through it and
that my arm, and the rest of me as I looked down, seemed to be like a gray mist.
As I attempted to turn around it was almost as though my head completely turned
around but the rest of me didn't move. I saw myself, my dog and my husband lying
in the bed as well as 4 other 'things' that looked just like I did... best way I
can explain it was like a gray mist, slightly glowing but not brightly. I
realized they were watching me and started to feel panicked and then suddenly
felt like I was being LITERALLY sucked back into myself in bed. I immediately
'woke up' and sat up in bed and saw everything exactly the way it was except
that my dog, who never barks at me unless I've just come home, jumped awake and
began barking at me like crazy.
I got out of bed at this point to pull
myself together and couldn't see the other 'beings' in the room.
Now here
is my dilemma. The other 'beings' that were around me seemed to be watching me
as this all happened. I don't understand if this was an Out of body experience
or what and I've NEVER experienced anything like this before. I literally
thought I had just died in my sleep and was suddenly launched into ghost mode.
When I read about other OOBE's online today, I don't think this really matched
what other people said their experiences were like.
It's now 6 am PST and
I still haven't gone to bed because I'm so terrified by what happened. I realize
there is much debate around abductions, however, the experiences I had were not
traumatic and evil like some say theirs were so if this was some sort of
attempted abduction I have to say that they must be a different type of ET or
something.
I realize I'm rambling and I'm sorry but I just need to figure
this out and haven't been able to shake it. Thanks for any feedback you can
offer.